All I want to do is tell you how much I miss you and how much I love you and how much I need you but can’t do that or I’ll just be another crazy girl. So I hide how much my heart aches for you even though you’re mine. I cover up how sad I actually am about never being close to you, never actually feeling your heart beat or seeing your eyes flow because you’re looking at me. I’m so desperately in love with you it’s almost painful and I get upset (but don’t ever show it) because it’s not fair because I can’t tell you’re not as far gone as me. I will go to the ends of the earth to keep you around one more day. But you don’t even care enough to send a text at night.